Assalamualaikum and a very good morning. This is the
preparation for oral. So, I’m doing it now… hehehe, I’m not really prepared,
but I really want to share this thing to you guys. Ok, today’s topic is all
about me. Em, not all. Just a piece of me, you can say…
It’s
all started when I was 11 years old. I was not so fat like I am now… like other
teenage girls, I appreciated and loved my friends… but it was a special case. It’s
not a friend. It’s a ‘friend’. You guys must wondering why I put the apostrophe,
right? Because it’s not a friend, it’s called friends with benefit.
A long
time ago, I was in a group of the elites. The leader was a girl named
musriyah(not the real name). We were like queen bees, ruled the school, like it
was ours. There were eight members plus 1 minus 1 equals to the final number;9.
How do we ruled? Means that whatever we did, some people will followed. Some of
the members became the fashion icon, inspiration and was born-to-be leaders. So
now, you guys must can imagine how we were. Some of us, such as asiefay(not the
real name) thinked that this group was perfect. Asked of whatever we were
capable of; we were rich, clever, beautiful, sexy, blah blah blah.
But we
only had one flaw; we didn’t have any friend. Why? Because we just the icon,
not humans. So to the girls who wants to be popular now, please think twice or
trice. Because you will regret, like I did.
Why didn’t
i? other people has friends at the age of 5, while I started to make friends at
the age of 13. I wasting my 8 precious years because had the wrong concept of
friendships. Sometimes I will be deserted because shamed the ‘group’. Are you
guys still thinking this is friendships? No, right? So that’s why now I’m
chasing to have a low-profile, so that my life won’t be upside down again. Because
even though it’s already been 5 years, the wound still bleeding. Imagine if I still
‘blind’, maybe I don’t have a heart anymore. Because it not just make a hole,
it burst. Think carefully before you’ve done anything.
So that
you don’t have to say; experience is the best thing to describe.
