I got over with FA and decided to settle myself with MFZ. Yesterday, i had a bad dream about how my dad found put about our relationship (technically we're just friends, but in my dream, we were something else). The setting was at school or plkn or even my house, o can't remember. Many stuffs were mixed and then suddenly my dad said i was a slut (in my dream >·<) and he said to MFZ how he (MFZ) couldn't take the commitment and how he let it go about going to a different camp with farrah, how i frustrated like crazy and my dad really sounded angry. So, i woke up in the middle of my dad's madness, which makes me freaking creepy.
Moral of the story : Don't have a serious commitment with MFZ. It's dangerous. I know in my dream, but in reality also in the same way. DO NOT SETTLE DOWN WITH ANYBODY RIGHT NOW. I AM TOO YOUNG AND TOO IMMATURE FOR THAT!
