I used to love you
It was a rough feeling
If felt so insecure
As I know who you were
You were a player.
I cared too much
until I pained you
The good perception was gone
The good chance was shattered
I knew I had lost you.
Then I loved him
He made me forgot
The wrongdoings I had done
Yet you still forgave me
and we started fresh again.
It wasn't awkward at all
being besides you
As I loved him
and I have you by my side
I was lucky.
Then you left
I never know it could left a hole
I continued to love him
and he made me happy
but he can't fill the hole left by you.
Soon you came back
A new you, a better you
The hole was filled
by your existence
and I felt very grateful.
But you filled the space too much
I was in denial of loving him
too often until it became a habit
I told about him to you
to make me forget about you.
At last I gave up
I can't fight the unrequited love for him
I let him go because I know he will be loved
by a good person like her
But what about me?
Since then I keep thinking about you
the person who owns my heart well
it's too soon to root the love
like I did to him
But we never know if we never try.
Can I love you?
Despite all the things I had done to you
Will you accept me for who I am
Despite all the things I am lacking
Do we stand a chance?
