i hate to know what's going on with languages. i mean, come on! we're not using the right vocab every time. so, what's the fuss for us learning the language better? it's not like without deepen our vocab, we can't talk! so, it's a game play by a perfectionist dumb that always use right vocab. things like omg, lol, btw and more, things like that is a surprise to them. i mean, hey come on! that's the way we speak... why they find is so weird? THEY are weird. see the mirror first, buddy. we're not living in the Dark Ages where there was no terms like this. so, please get used to it. follow the global. you look so pathetic, dush~ even nerds have their own terms. why can't you?

so, to the person that think i'm talking about you, please change. this is 2012, the globalization era and we have to follow the game that made by the Americans... Russian too if I'm not mistaken. who cares, for god sake!

an inspiring song that leaves an impact in my life (ulbs)

assalamualaikum and toodles to cik marshima and friends. we had given a task to tell about ourselves. cik marshima gave four titles for us to decide which one is the best for us. so, i choose the task named an inspiring song that leaves an impact in my life.

 the song that gets the rap is the one that got away from katy perry. the song is about a girl that loss her boyfriend after having fight with him. she gets old and still regretting the mistakes that she made towards him. the best way to remember him is by regretting it.

so, why this song gives an impact to me? it's not like i'm having a boyfriend that die because of me. i mean, not yet because we don't know the future, right? so why?  it is because the song makes me appreciate things that in front of me. i'm not talking about my love stories, i'm talking about my life. the song makes me live this life at the fullest till i can feel that the world is mine. most of you think that i'm crazy and lunatic because i look like i am so proud about me. actually, i'm not. i just want to feel everything that i can feel because life is not going to be this way all the time. if i don't start to do this thing now, is that a guarantee that i will do it later? no, right. so, this song makes me do everything so i won't regret it later.

so, we know the song is all about the girl's dead boyfriend. if you watch the video clip, you will see that even though she really loves her dead boyfriend, she still married with another person. meaning, she is moving on. so, this song tells that even though you are having the tsunami of your life, you must moving on. or else, how can you heal the wound? i mean, regretting is a good thing because it makes us judge ourselves but at the same time, we must moving on! so, it gives me a positive mind to move on even though is not a guarantee that i will be fine.

then, what more? yeah, the song also tells me that i have to be responsible for what i have done. things like when you have things to say to a person. the things that gives impact to you, perhaps such as a confession. well, let's break the ice. this thing i had been through. i was in a motivation program and the teacher as an open question. the question was, english language is also known as... in my mind i knew the the answer. the answer is international language, right? but, at last, i didn't answer it. so, i paid the price for being such a shy kid. so, you see, i don't blame anyone else. because i knew it's my fault not to speak up my voice. just like the song, the girl never tell her feelings to her boyfriend. i mean, she never confess. if you are in the boyfriend's shoes, would you know the girl's feeling? no, right. so, responsible to the things that you make. don't blame other people.

oh my, can't you guys see this song makes a better me? so, it's worth if you heard what i talked just now. so, you can be in the top of the world like i feel, moving on to your problems like i have done and responsible to your actions like i'm trying to do. see? this song gives impacts to me right? as a conclusion, the most important thing is to not taking things for granted till you loss the thing you love the most so that you don't have to say, the one that got away. thank you very much for listening and assalamualaikum.

for AS

SAGITTARIUS INFORMATION FOR DECEMBER 2

You should embrace:

Drama, courage, commitment to excellence

You should avoid

Rash choices, envy, a broken heart

The mysterious Sagittarius men and women born on December 2 are big on image. They are romantic and talented; their talents often relate to the arts. They sometimes use their talent to shelter themselves from the world. They seem strong but are vulnerable to emotional pressures. They seldom show their wounds, putting a positive spin on difficult events.

Friends and Lovers

Few people display the loyalty and affection that December 2 men and women show. December 2 peoplelove on an epic scale. They often fall in love unwisely, but there is no doubt of their sincerity. Learning to live with their romantic choices can be difficult, but these resilient people are up to the task.

Children and Family

Because December 2 men and women keep their insecurities under wraps, they're more sensitive than they may appear. In childhood, they may have attributed melodrama to events that, to other eyes, would seem ordinary. They are fun-loving, cheerful parents and are ambitious for their kids but never attempt to push them.

Health

Emotions generally dictate the health of December 2 men and women. While exercise can help dispel negative emotions, they are more likely to rely on meditation techniques. By picturing a positive conclusion to a dilemma, they are able to affect the outcome.

Career and Finances

People born on this date often place their career goals above everything. This is sometimes their way of coping with disappointments in other areas. They make a habit of doing things in a big way and don't worry about the price tag.

Dreams and Goals

December 2 people believe that, with a little luck, any dream or wish can come true. These remarkable men and women are usually able to accomplish whatever they set out to do. While it isn't easy for them to rebound from failure, they have the ability to turn their focus to another important goal if they must give up on their primary one.

for FA

AQUARIUS INFORMATION FOR FEBRUARY 1

You should embrace: Exploration, confidence, leisure

You should avoid: Superstition, losing interest, disappointment

Aquarians born on February 1 are part of a rare breed: rebels who have respect for values. These impulsive people seem able to meld the diverse sides of their personality. Something in their nature attracts danger. They can come too close to the dark side of their personality and must confront it.

Friends and Lovers

February 1 natives have the typically Aquarian trait of surrounding themselves with many friends while not getting close to anyone. They have the same tendency to keep a lover or mate at a distance. They have a problem with intimacy, which can spell trouble for love relationships.

Children and Family

Aquarian natives take interesting things from their childhood, and February 1 people are no exception. They understand that they have the power to transcend their beginnings. As parents, February 1 men and women are surprisingly strict with little ones.

Health

People born on February 1 usually take a casual attitude toward diet and exercise. They trust their instincts regarding what is and is not good for them. They tend to turn to food or alcohol as a means of escape when things go wrong, but they can bounce back from these unhealthful habits once their emotions are under control.

Career and Finances

People born on February 1 enjoy work that offers freedom of schedule and that allows them to move around. Although these men and women have a casual attitude about money, they often seek the kind of high-powered success that translates to a big salary.

Dreams and Goals

People born on February 1 have a desire to show their independence. They are unwilling to compromise their high standards to succeed. When young, they may not be aware of how many times they will have to weigh ethics against getting what they want out of life
.

my dream ah! (i dreamed a dream)

i was in the school. having an extra curricular activities. i don't know why in the hell suddenly i entered to the wrong club. of course, there he was. the class was so crowded till i had to sit beside him. to make things to not be  misunderstood between he and i, i neared myself to the next table, near farrah. we talked, we laughed. i mean, come on! it's coco!!! suddenly he began to talk, making jokes with me. i laughed. and the next thing i found out, i was sitting damn close to him. not an inch! he pushed my body toward him and it felt so tight. first, i was scared and tried to push away. but at the same time it felt so warm and comfortable. then, he took my hand and hold it. i tried to minimize, but he was so strong. so we stayed that way for a few minutes and continuing our lessons. while we were that way, ustaz saw us and he asked us to apart. we were then. later, there's this activity held by 36-year-old mr. damn hot, about love. there 'he' was, in the center while the-girl-who-got-the-crap and i kneel in front of him. i asked 'he', do you liked me? mr. damn hot said, babe that's not the way, don't ask like that. so i stared at him and asked him in my heart about his feelings. he looked at me and say, i do. then we hugged. as the school over, i went back to my dorm(gosh, when this school has a dorm?). i found my cousin there(here the big surprise). she said that all of my family members were disapproving my relationship with 'him'. i was shocked and cried. then i woke up

moral of the story, every good things must have its bad