questions

why and why
you seem so far away
so far till i can't reach
the shadow of yours.

what and what
makes me feel this way
first you're here, then you're gone
is that what we called 'lost'?

how and how
could i forget this feeling?
the thing that i been holding for
is now gone.

when and when
this thing will end?
because i can't stand
losing you, darling...

realise

why i do not realise
the one that i have been looking for
is in front of me, staring?

why i take a long time to realise
he is the one that i been looking for
talking about for the rest of my life?

why is it so complicated
to admit it is always him
no one else although i always deny?

why when i start to realise
he would always say the time is up?
it is like i do not deserve to be loved.

but deep in my heart
i know this is a test
to show my love towards Him and him.

oh, my Lord
this is a dream come true
that i finally realise
he is the one i been looking for
for the space in my heart that i called 'love'.

hatred

i can't show my hatred towards you
because i know i will be punished by you
but hey i can't stand any more
to show my hatred to you.

so give me a break
when i don't want you
because my hatred to you
is beyond than that...