different road

I never let you go

I just want you to know

You are my everything to me.

I met in past

I love you by sight

I just hope that you will feel  the same

Oh, this is what we called

The unrequited love

Pain struck through my heart

It’s a ghost oh, it’s a ghost that makes me go crazy.

Going back to the past

Live alone in the dark

Suddenly i felt the light that shines

Slowly in my vein

I feel the hope

To make a chance

But then i know

I love you~!

If i had i the chance

To turn back the time

Then we won’t be like

Strangers that passed by

In a lonely street

Without something

That makes a bond

If we go from the start

But i won’t let you go

Even though i’m not yours

So baby come to me

I swear i make you happy

a stupid lyrics i found on my draft

why do i have this feeling?

sad, angry, betrayed...

why?

because all i want is a friendship

yeah

we had been friends alright

we are close, i know

but my heart is pure

there's nothing more than that

oh i don't know

what should i do

should i let it go?

or ask the truth

that i don't want to know

to feel the pain

oh i don't want to be called

as a heart breaker.

no, no, no

that's not what i meant

for everything with you

i never expect that coming

oh, oh...

don't ever turn back

just moving forward

i regret i was a fool

to talk like that to a jerk like you.

oh friend

let's be together

because i swear

i miss you a lot.

but not as you wish

just friends, oh yeah

i'm so sorry

oh, my friend, oh...

just go away

if you stick to that

we're no longer friends

oh i never i feel so betrayed

just go, oh go~!

Empty

i never feel this empty

i need him right now

i miss him so much

i just want to see his face up close

like i used to see

his gaze, his cold stare

is enough for me

for all i know

i love him

till the bottom of my heart

true, i don't have the courage

but i never intend to fight

i just want to meet him

one last time

if we ever meet again

maybe it will be the last time

but i don't care

i just want to see him

really

Nobody care about me!!!

I wonder why i always feel like an outsider when i hang out with my friends. Maybe they always hate me, or i don't have the skill to socialise. I aoways start the conversation and i always end it. I mean, do they think me as a nuisance? I know i sound like a loser, but what else can i tell? I just hope i could change for at least, people respect me

The Truth

although it hurts, but if it makes you happy, there's no choice. you have to be happy that way.

never listens to him

Don't lose your appetite
because of a man
don't run away from home
because he asks to
don't judge his looks
even though God knows how beautiful he is
don't look down on yourself
because he said you are fat
don't get your heart breaks
because he wants to break up.

Just don't...
your life is not for him
what is your point of living?
yeah, to Allah.

So, don't lose your smile
and live a happy life.

hello 2013!

it's been a few months since i update my blog. this year is my SPM so it would be even rare than before. anyway, thanks if you're reading.

points:
- i have eyebags and dark circles around my eyes because can't get enough sleep this year.
- it's tension me up
- HBO enters the school again (creepy cute dude)
- you-know-who knows how to make me feel hopeful again (bad guy)