Plan for my children

Age 0-3 months
-provides care and nutritiom
-recite al-Quran to the baby (my hubby, of course!)

Age 4-12 months
-swimming
-recite al-Quran to the baby
-listen to music
-education starts

Age 1-3 years
-learn to speak malay, english
-swimming
-sports (eg: horse riding, archery)
-islamic teaching (recites al-Quran, manners)
-play with musical instruments
-start reading

Age 4-6 years
-continue with previous activities
-take the first flight (umrah, disneyland, europe etc.)
-start to learn arabic
-enforcement in languages
-studying math, science, history
-more sports
-learn about etiquettes
-start to take balanced diet and exercising

Age 7-12 years
-send to elementary school
-start to learn about SPM syllabus
-involve in extracurricular activities/sports
-learn spanish/french/german/chinese (TWO of four)
-enforcement in mathematics and sciences
-memorise the 30th juz of al-Quran

Age 13-17 years
-enter high school
-make more boundaries
-studying, sports, school, music, languages

Age 18+ years
-his/her choice to make
-support and give encouragement

New crush

Yay me! I found a new guy. His name is unknown. But i would love to call him mr star... ohmygod, i'm in love! Guess 3 hours of meeting him can be considered as love from the first sight. Am i right??? I don't know whether i'll meet him again... because right now what i'm focusing is CGPA 4.0!!! But kakla told me that during this period, i will have lot of admires. Abundantly. So, mr star maybe become my no. 1 and maybe so on... Bon appetit to a new lifestyle!!!

Aftermath: move on

I never love anyone like i loved him. After you came, i thought i could love you like i loved him. But, you stopped me. So... i let you go. Just like i let him go before you. So, i know. No matter how epic my love towards a person, you can't deny Allah's love. Much greater and everlasting. So... love is just a feeling when you can't get what you admire. Let me find someone better than you. Someone i can love more than i used to love him. And that person i think will only be my future husband. Insha Allah, i know he exists somewhere. Maybe he's just wondering who i am just like i wonder who he is. So, till then... i'm closing my heart until i find the right person to open it up... wide and never close. My dearest soulmate.