If only he knows that he's the one who makes my day brighter...or the first person that I think of each time I am alone...the guy that I always love to act like a fool in front of him...the one that I show my flaws willingly...the genius that I am in love with...and when he talks or writes about anything...no matter what the content is...I am always excited and looking forward for tomorrow...because when the day starts fresh, so is our friendship. I don't mind if he is not meant to be mine...because his existence is the happiest day of my life.
One day he might be gone, forever...but why should I scared of the upcoming? Every day I am prepared for anything to be the last...and I'm holding him like we will never meet again. Nevertheless, I can't deny. It's hurtful that I don't own his heart. Somebody took it away before I even tried to reach. That's not fair...but feelings can change...but if it doesn't, then maybe it's me who needs to move on.
Love and friendship is tangled up between me and him. If one of the bond gets loose, there's always another that keep it holding. I wonder if there's a day when this feelings will be gone. To be honest, I never love someone as dearly as this.
