Muhammad al-Faith (Sultan Mehmet al-Fateh) Hero of Islaam (Documentary)

questions

why and why
you seem so far away
so far till i can't reach
the shadow of yours.

what and what
makes me feel this way
first you're here, then you're gone
is that what we called 'lost'?

how and how
could i forget this feeling?
the thing that i been holding for
is now gone.

when and when
this thing will end?
because i can't stand
losing you, darling...

realise

why i do not realise
the one that i have been looking for
is in front of me, staring?

why i take a long time to realise
he is the one that i been looking for
talking about for the rest of my life?

why is it so complicated
to admit it is always him
no one else although i always deny?

why when i start to realise
he would always say the time is up?
it is like i do not deserve to be loved.

but deep in my heart
i know this is a test
to show my love towards Him and him.

oh, my Lord
this is a dream come true
that i finally realise
he is the one i been looking for
for the space in my heart that i called 'love'.

hatred

i can't show my hatred towards you
because i know i will be punished by you
but hey i can't stand any more
to show my hatred to you.

so give me a break
when i don't want you
because my hatred to you
is beyond than that...

the story of our life

feeling the touch of yours
now i am complementing yours
now that i am always be your love again

you are my star
and you are my life
but the things come far
that disturbing us
i know that we're fine
when i know that you're mine
but it is hard to say
because she's yours....

this is not what we want from the first time of our life
it ain't not a mistake
but why this thing is so deeply attach us
this is not we call love
if we take someone's else happiness
but what about us?

should we let it go?
or should we know where to fall together for high
my majesty i know this is real oh,ho
but how long should we take?
is this we call sacrifice?
or we playing with a knife?
if this something like this then we have this thing?
is it a punishment or a crime?

taking a deep breath
know my heart is tearing down
know what is coming up if we continue our sin
but we have no choice
we ourselves have feelings
see how long can we take
to move away from our hearts.

so darling~
this is the end of us
romeo and juliet
is the piece of our heart
gathering together with them
because of forbidden love
how can we sure that our life can be happy with ourselves?

it's up to you
to understand what i'm trying to
to make you make
the sacrifice i take
for the path my life
but path is not completely my choice
but i have no choice to take

so darling~
it's up to us
let us make the story of our... life

falling for you

leave it all to me~
i know that you love me like i am your princess
just come and go
oh, you are my beautiful slave
just know my heart is falling for you
take a breath that God knows too
coming to my heart
see the light from you~
just know that you are my life
i wish you are...

settle to a story that we made
know the ending is so epic
but why it not become a reality
tears keep flowing
i know it hurts to leave
but this is the only thing
i know show my love
towards you.

so, promise me
you will always love me~
know that i will always be
loving you.....
forever and after
after what we take together
oh, i know it hurts when i make you like that
but this not a wish whereas it's a curse
i hope you understand!!!!

just look at you
i know love is exist
but is it my heart if falling for you?

justin bieber

taking victoria secrets' models to be in his video clip, he so nailed it.

Katy Perry - Wide Awake

Because of

Because of trust, there is faith
because of dust, my clothes stained
because of curiosity I will die
because of lies you are given to me.

Because of truth, I'm scared to death
because of pain that will come
because of deed I trusted you
but you were doing that purposely.

Because of a hero, protagonist is zero
because of words, protagonist is hero
because of misunderstanding, you are gone
because you are scared I'll know the truth.

Because of flies, the food is harmed
because of ink, the clothes stained
because of '78', a 'B' will come
because of love, people lose dignity.

Because of sweat, people get stink
because of appetite, people feel hungry
because of money, people are rich
because of love people may smile.

Because of heart, we have love
because of feelings, people can blind
because of you'll have the love
because of that I'm doomed.

Titik Baru (versi asli tanpa pindaan)

Kumasih teringat hari itu
segalanya berubah dalam sekelip mata
lalu jam berputar melawan arah
mengulangi saat itu.

Engkau muncul di hadapanku
mengukir senyumanmu yang menawan
matamu menghunus jiwaku
menghilangkan sikap perawanku.

Sekian lama kita membuat buih-buih cinta
baruku sedar engkau penipu durjana!
Engkau ialah pemain cinta
yang setia kepadaku dan wanita lain.

Namun apakan daya
diriku kabur dengan kebenaran
janji manismu kugenggam di hatiku.

AKU TIDAK BOLEH BERPATAH BALIK!
SEGALANYA BERUBAH!

Oh, Tuhan apakah ini?
Benarkah ada manusia seperti ini?
Hinggakan kaca dikaburkan menjadi permata...

Kini
kusudah dewasa
kupandang benih yang kautinggalkan
rupanya sepertimu
dan peribadi sepertiku.

Namun dia bersepi
dapat kulihat dengan air mukanya
hidupnya tanpa seorang ayah
kuberitahu ayahnya sudah tiada di dunia ini
padahal tidakku tahu benarkah ia.

Wahai si Casanova
sekiranya engkau mendengar...
engkau telah mengubah hidupku
dan memberikan titik baru
kepada para wanita sepertiku.

-Ayu Sabrina-

Aku seorang manusia

Aku seorang manusia
yang menggapai cita-cita
yang berjaya di dunia fana.

Aku seorang manusia
yang mempertahankan maruahnya
yang berdiri tanpa takut.

Selama ini tidakku sedar
aku jahil kepadaNya
aku bongkak kepada Yang Esa
sampai jatuh tersungkur menyujud syaitan durjana.

Aku memakan riba, berjudi duit haram
jika kalah akan kusalahkan Dia
tidak pernah bersyukur kepadaNya
diriNya kusekutukan.

Kini aku terbaring sakit
tiada siapa yang mempedulikan
'rakan'ku dulu meninggalkan daku
barulah kusedar diriku jauh terpesong.

Kian hari aku menahan derita
nafasku bagaikan taufan yang melanda
yang menghancurkan badanku yang rapuh.

Tinggal beberapa saat lagi
kuhitung menunggu panggilanMu
akan ku pergi buat selama-lamanya
meninggalkan kemewahan
yang telah Engkau berikan.

vampire knight

add my facebook, Sabrina Kiryuu-Kuran. i love anime! whee

vampire knight s a story about a girl named yuuki, who is a vampire. but her mom named juuri sacrificed herself to make yuuki a human. then, she was raised by the chairman cross. chairman cross is a vampire hunter but after that he decided to retire. chairman cross also raised a vampire hunter's child named kiryuu zero. zero is a level-E vampire, meaning that he is a vampire that was bitten by a pure blood vampire. meanwhile, there is a pure blood named kuran kaname who is the biological brother of yuuki and also the ancestor of the kuran family. he was reborn by a mean pure blood vampire named kuran rido. because of the love for yuuki, kaname shred rido into pieces until rido took 10 years to completely recover. rido has a child named shiki but shiki is not a pure blood because his mom is a human. shiki is kind of dating with rima, a noble vampire like him. there is other vampires from the group such as kain. kain loves rika. but rika loves kaname and they all know they are one-sided. the conclusion of the story is kaname with yuuki and zero becomes a vampire-vampire hunter. the existence of vampires is widely known in cross academy.

DEV - Naked ft. Enrique Iglesias

Titik Baru (Pindaan Pertama)

Kumasih ingat hari itu
bagaikan fantasi di alam realiti
kumelihat wajahmu itu
Oh Tuhan, kacaknya dia!

Engkau seorang yang bebas
manakala aku masih si penuntut
bagaikan kisah hidup dua insan
cinta kita bersemi.

Suatu ketika akhirnya
pecah tembelang yang dibuat kita
disebabkan terlalu tertekan
kuhilang si tiang tercinta.

Namun, kutetap di sisimu
kutinggalakan si balu keseorangan
tidak pernah kufikir
akanku jadi seperti dia
dengan cara berbeza.

Kita menjelajah ke kota baru
dan hidup bagaikan mempelai
haram dan segala semua aku buat
jahiliah kujadikan pegangan.

Sudah terkena baru berbisa
sudah terhantuk baru terngadah
setelah kudisahkan berbadan dua
engkau menuduhku bertembung lutut dengan jejaka lain.

Tidak kusangka
engkau yang kupercayai
rupanya syaitan berwajah manusia
setelah kaulempiaskan nafsu di dada
kau tinggalkan aku bagaikan sampah yang sudah berlubang.

Di mana boleh kuterbang
akhirnya kupulang ke teratak itu
teratak yang suatu ketka dahulu
adanya tiang, suri dan intan
hidup bahagia tidak terkata
hinggalah wujudnya seorang jejaka.

Kini, semuanya sejarah
aku balu pun bukan,
janda pun bukan
aku seorang ibu muda yang hina
kepada anak yang sesuci kain putih.

Biarpun luka masih belum terubat
namun kubersyukur kehadratNya
kerana Dia masih memberiku hidayah
walaupun aku alpa selama ini.

Inilah titik baru
lupakan ayat terdahulu
lihatlah ayat hadapan
dan hidup bersujud kepadaNya.

Memoir Seorang Ibu

Setiap hari kunanti
kehadiran si penghuni
yang akan menyinari
hari-hari yang cukup indah
dengan kehadiran dirimu yang lain.

Kubesarkanmu
dengan penuh kasih sayang
bagaikan minyak yang penuh,
kutatang dengan berhati-hati
ketika kau digelar remaja
kubiarkan kau bersuka ria
biarlah, anggapanku
asalkan kaubahagia.

Kian lama engkau berjinak
dengan Isyak bagaikan siang menyinari
kau berpesta tinggalkan daku
seorang diri bagaikan melukut di tepi gantang.

Bukan sahaja denganku
malah kaujuga jauh denganNya
aku menjadi khuatir
lalu kupaksa dirimu
membentuk peribadi sejati.

Kauberontak bagaikan dizalimi
lalu kaularikan dirimu
Oh, anak aku ibumu!
tugasku untuk membentuk dirimu.

Beberapa lama engkau pulang jua
terkejutnya diriku
kerana lahiriahmu sudah berubah
kunampak kebenjolan perutmu
sudahku tahu nasi sudah menjadi bubur.

Namun, apakan daya
engkau tetap si intan permata
terpaksalah aku menerima si anak hina itu
kerana aku seorang ibu.

love is not just a feeling

it needs sacrifice because if you sacrifice, you will know that he's the one. insya Allah

Adele- Tire with lyrics

Let the sun rises

let the sun rises

the world becomes bright

let the shine light

come to your heart

oh, my i'm scared

all this native wild

i want to go

tears keep dropping

waiting for me

to go away

from this world

let me wait for the rainbow.

let the sun rises

the world becomes bright

that's the funny thing

how no keep living

all my life

i feeling scared

'cause my heart

is nowhere

to go

to smile

to run away

i'm stuck.

let the sun rises

the world becomes bright

all the shining stars

seem to fade away

oh, my friend don't cry

because i am your life

your life...

Making a parachute Water Rocket Part 6

Making a parachute water rocket part 5

Making a parachute water rocket part 4

Making a parachute Water Rocket Part 3

Making a parachute Water Rocket Part 2

Making a parachute Water Rocket Part 1

world is spinning like a tyre

i couldn't solve it. i am not strong to fight it. i don't meant to be brave. no matter how many times i try, the below is the most suitable place for me. i can't do this any longer! i can't pretend that i am fine whereas inside my heart, it is full of wounds. i can't be patient to the things that i'm not deserved to be condemned with. if i am weak, people shouldn't expose it more. it's not like when they reveal, i will be better.i won't. i will feel worse. stop pretending to be nice, because fitnah is the most horrible thing a person can ever do.

i hate to know what's going on with languages. i mean, come on! we're not using the right vocab every time. so, what's the fuss for us learning the language better? it's not like without deepen our vocab, we can't talk! so, it's a game play by a perfectionist dumb that always use right vocab. things like omg, lol, btw and more, things like that is a surprise to them. i mean, hey come on! that's the way we speak... why they find is so weird? THEY are weird. see the mirror first, buddy. we're not living in the Dark Ages where there was no terms like this. so, please get used to it. follow the global. you look so pathetic, dush~ even nerds have their own terms. why can't you?

so, to the person that think i'm talking about you, please change. this is 2012, the globalization era and we have to follow the game that made by the Americans... Russian too if I'm not mistaken. who cares, for god sake!

an inspiring song that leaves an impact in my life (ulbs)

assalamualaikum and toodles to cik marshima and friends. we had given a task to tell about ourselves. cik marshima gave four titles for us to decide which one is the best for us. so, i choose the task named an inspiring song that leaves an impact in my life.

 the song that gets the rap is the one that got away from katy perry. the song is about a girl that loss her boyfriend after having fight with him. she gets old and still regretting the mistakes that she made towards him. the best way to remember him is by regretting it.

so, why this song gives an impact to me? it's not like i'm having a boyfriend that die because of me. i mean, not yet because we don't know the future, right? so why?  it is because the song makes me appreciate things that in front of me. i'm not talking about my love stories, i'm talking about my life. the song makes me live this life at the fullest till i can feel that the world is mine. most of you think that i'm crazy and lunatic because i look like i am so proud about me. actually, i'm not. i just want to feel everything that i can feel because life is not going to be this way all the time. if i don't start to do this thing now, is that a guarantee that i will do it later? no, right. so, this song makes me do everything so i won't regret it later.

so, we know the song is all about the girl's dead boyfriend. if you watch the video clip, you will see that even though she really loves her dead boyfriend, she still married with another person. meaning, she is moving on. so, this song tells that even though you are having the tsunami of your life, you must moving on. or else, how can you heal the wound? i mean, regretting is a good thing because it makes us judge ourselves but at the same time, we must moving on! so, it gives me a positive mind to move on even though is not a guarantee that i will be fine.

then, what more? yeah, the song also tells me that i have to be responsible for what i have done. things like when you have things to say to a person. the things that gives impact to you, perhaps such as a confession. well, let's break the ice. this thing i had been through. i was in a motivation program and the teacher as an open question. the question was, english language is also known as... in my mind i knew the the answer. the answer is international language, right? but, at last, i didn't answer it. so, i paid the price for being such a shy kid. so, you see, i don't blame anyone else. because i knew it's my fault not to speak up my voice. just like the song, the girl never tell her feelings to her boyfriend. i mean, she never confess. if you are in the boyfriend's shoes, would you know the girl's feeling? no, right. so, responsible to the things that you make. don't blame other people.

oh my, can't you guys see this song makes a better me? so, it's worth if you heard what i talked just now. so, you can be in the top of the world like i feel, moving on to your problems like i have done and responsible to your actions like i'm trying to do. see? this song gives impacts to me right? as a conclusion, the most important thing is to not taking things for granted till you loss the thing you love the most so that you don't have to say, the one that got away. thank you very much for listening and assalamualaikum.

for AS

SAGITTARIUS INFORMATION FOR DECEMBER 2

You should embrace:

Drama, courage, commitment to excellence

You should avoid

Rash choices, envy, a broken heart

The mysterious Sagittarius men and women born on December 2 are big on image. They are romantic and talented; their talents often relate to the arts. They sometimes use their talent to shelter themselves from the world. They seem strong but are vulnerable to emotional pressures. They seldom show their wounds, putting a positive spin on difficult events.

Friends and Lovers

Few people display the loyalty and affection that December 2 men and women show. December 2 peoplelove on an epic scale. They often fall in love unwisely, but there is no doubt of their sincerity. Learning to live with their romantic choices can be difficult, but these resilient people are up to the task.

Children and Family

Because December 2 men and women keep their insecurities under wraps, they're more sensitive than they may appear. In childhood, they may have attributed melodrama to events that, to other eyes, would seem ordinary. They are fun-loving, cheerful parents and are ambitious for their kids but never attempt to push them.

Health

Emotions generally dictate the health of December 2 men and women. While exercise can help dispel negative emotions, they are more likely to rely on meditation techniques. By picturing a positive conclusion to a dilemma, they are able to affect the outcome.

Career and Finances

People born on this date often place their career goals above everything. This is sometimes their way of coping with disappointments in other areas. They make a habit of doing things in a big way and don't worry about the price tag.

Dreams and Goals

December 2 people believe that, with a little luck, any dream or wish can come true. These remarkable men and women are usually able to accomplish whatever they set out to do. While it isn't easy for them to rebound from failure, they have the ability to turn their focus to another important goal if they must give up on their primary one.

for FA

AQUARIUS INFORMATION FOR FEBRUARY 1

You should embrace: Exploration, confidence, leisure

You should avoid: Superstition, losing interest, disappointment

Aquarians born on February 1 are part of a rare breed: rebels who have respect for values. These impulsive people seem able to meld the diverse sides of their personality. Something in their nature attracts danger. They can come too close to the dark side of their personality and must confront it.

Friends and Lovers

February 1 natives have the typically Aquarian trait of surrounding themselves with many friends while not getting close to anyone. They have the same tendency to keep a lover or mate at a distance. They have a problem with intimacy, which can spell trouble for love relationships.

Children and Family

Aquarian natives take interesting things from their childhood, and February 1 people are no exception. They understand that they have the power to transcend their beginnings. As parents, February 1 men and women are surprisingly strict with little ones.

Health

People born on February 1 usually take a casual attitude toward diet and exercise. They trust their instincts regarding what is and is not good for them. They tend to turn to food or alcohol as a means of escape when things go wrong, but they can bounce back from these unhealthful habits once their emotions are under control.

Career and Finances

People born on February 1 enjoy work that offers freedom of schedule and that allows them to move around. Although these men and women have a casual attitude about money, they often seek the kind of high-powered success that translates to a big salary.

Dreams and Goals

People born on February 1 have a desire to show their independence. They are unwilling to compromise their high standards to succeed. When young, they may not be aware of how many times they will have to weigh ethics against getting what they want out of life
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my dream ah! (i dreamed a dream)

i was in the school. having an extra curricular activities. i don't know why in the hell suddenly i entered to the wrong club. of course, there he was. the class was so crowded till i had to sit beside him. to make things to not be  misunderstood between he and i, i neared myself to the next table, near farrah. we talked, we laughed. i mean, come on! it's coco!!! suddenly he began to talk, making jokes with me. i laughed. and the next thing i found out, i was sitting damn close to him. not an inch! he pushed my body toward him and it felt so tight. first, i was scared and tried to push away. but at the same time it felt so warm and comfortable. then, he took my hand and hold it. i tried to minimize, but he was so strong. so we stayed that way for a few minutes and continuing our lessons. while we were that way, ustaz saw us and he asked us to apart. we were then. later, there's this activity held by 36-year-old mr. damn hot, about love. there 'he' was, in the center while the-girl-who-got-the-crap and i kneel in front of him. i asked 'he', do you liked me? mr. damn hot said, babe that's not the way, don't ask like that. so i stared at him and asked him in my heart about his feelings. he looked at me and say, i do. then we hugged. as the school over, i went back to my dorm(gosh, when this school has a dorm?). i found my cousin there(here the big surprise). she said that all of my family members were disapproving my relationship with 'him'. i was shocked and cried. then i woke up

moral of the story, every good things must have its bad

a piece of me

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning. This is the preparation for oral. So, I’m doing it now… hehehe, I’m not really prepared, but I really want to share this thing to you guys. Ok, today’s topic is all about me. Em, not all. Just a piece of me, you can say…

                It’s all started when I was 11 years old. I was not so fat like I am now… like other teenage girls, I appreciated and loved my friends… but it was a special case. It’s not a friend. It’s a ‘friend’. You guys must wondering why I put the apostrophe, right? Because it’s not a friend, it’s called friends with benefit.

                A long time ago, I was in a group of the elites. The leader was a girl named musriyah(not the real name). We were like queen bees, ruled the school, like it was ours. There were eight members plus 1 minus 1 equals to the final number;9. How do we ruled? Means that whatever we did, some people will followed. Some of the members became the fashion icon, inspiration and was born-to-be leaders. So now, you guys must can imagine how we were. Some of us, such as asiefay(not the real name) thinked that this group was perfect. Asked of whatever we were capable of; we were rich, clever, beautiful, sexy, blah blah blah.

                But we only had one flaw; we didn’t have any friend. Why? Because we just the icon, not humans. So to the girls who wants to be popular now, please think twice or trice. Because you will regret, like I did.

                Why didn’t i? other people has friends at the age of 5, while I started to make friends at the age of 13. I wasting my 8 precious years because had the wrong concept of friendships. Sometimes I will be deserted because shamed the ‘group’. Are you guys still thinking this is friendships? No, right? So that’s why now I’m chasing to have a low-profile, so that my life won’t be upside down again. Because even though it’s already been 5 years, the wound still bleeding. Imagine if I still ‘blind’, maybe I don’t have a heart anymore. Because it not just make a hole, it burst. Think carefully before you’ve done anything.

                So that you don’t have to say; experience is the best thing to describe.

                

hahaha

wow, how could this happening?! i am a low-profile girl. stop asking about what i do!!!